I miss you.

It's ady 12.35am but I still can't fall asleep.

=(

yeap, INSOMNIA.

There are few issues.

He fell down and hurted himself today...

went to the doctor for few stitches..

I'm still very worry honestly...

Besides, he's gonna sit for his PKS 3 (school exam) starts from tomorrow onwards.

I wonder how's his study progress ?

slow and steady? 

hmmm.. =X

I'm worry that I'll gonna be the main reason which influence his studies. =(

Moreover, I miss him like hell.

I keep on thinking to message him or even call him.. 

but my mind stopped me to do so. 

ALYSSA, HE HAS TO STUDY! DON'T DISTURB.

sobz...

but I miss him seriously. 

I might only get to see him next year? OMG.

How the hell am I going to survive? 

I'm having a bf bt it's like without him for few months.

I'm working hard on it, to convince myself few months will pass very fast.

-.-

suffering...

I'm having complicated feelings now, hard to explain. 

Of course, I love him. That silly boy~

=')

but I miss him too much seriously.

He has Patrick with my perfume smell to cuddle when he misses me.

I have nothing. 

........

I really hope that time would past faster in order to let me get a chance to see him earlier. 

sobz...

I miss him till I can't fall asleep..

Tears gonna acc me and make my pillow wet b4 I get to fall asleep. 

Goodnite.